1 Kings 11.33
He faithlessly abandoned me and went off worshiping Ashtoreth goddess of the Sidonians, Chemosh god of the Moabites, and Molech god of the Ammonites. He hasn't lived the way I have shown him, hasn't done what I have wanted, and hasn't followed directions or obeyed orders as his father David did.
wow, God, in this tragedy we see the key to being faithful to you - by keeping our relationship with you, by holding on to you no matter what, by living the way you show us, by doing what you want, by following your directions and obeying your orders. thank you for the grace that we can do this! thank you for those who’ve gone before us that we can learn from. you have nothing but good, you are nothing but good! and when we stay devoted to you, full of faith depending on you, it is also nothing but good!