1 Samuel 15.20
Saul defended himself. "What are you talking about?
oh God may we never be too dense to know that we have already veered to far-off from your path. may we never be too unaware of your presence that we do not see the slightest change in our direction walking with you. may we never not recognize the beating of your heart that we wander off of the track you have for us. God, search every nook and cranny of our being and make our hearts always soft before you, always fully dependent on you, for everything, even our sensitivity to your ways, to your thoughts, to what you want, to what you don't want. may you be more than the most important thing in our life - may you be the very life we are living, lord. front and centre.